February 2010
20 posts
Some good things.
Since I was last effectively here, a lot of good things have happened.
*Started a new semester which I really like so far. The class I thought would be my favorite is my least favorite, the class I was terrified of I love. *Had my first oil painting class and I love it, which is a good thing because I am now a painting major. It’s super hard and I am not even good at it in any way but I...
January 2010
16 posts
Tomorrow I go home, and I cannot wait.
I spent most of my winter break at my parents’ this year (well, actually my brother’s), and I am so ready to go home, to be in my own space, among my own things. I wish break was just a week longer, so I could do all the things I still want to do:
-Clean my apartment from top to bottom -Read without stopping for an entire day -Write something -Watch The Vicar of Dibley in its...
I am about over being emo.
I hate that vampires are the most popular thing...
I mean, really.
Ach, why don’t I want to draw?? I feel so crippled. Is it because I am back home, or is it because I am being lazy? Or is it because I am letting my talent issues get to me?
Either way, I don’t like it. How can I ever be an artist if I don’t practice my craft?
Here's the thing about "Tik Tok."
Yeah, it’s a crappy, generic overproduced song. Yeah, the lyrics are really meaningless and stupid. Yeah, I generally tend to hate that kind of music.
But if you disregard the words as the important part, the beat is the kind that gets down inside you and makes you want to dance. Or at least remember what it feels like to be in the middle of a crowd of sweaty bodies all moving rhythmically...
Love.
I am staying at my brother’s house while I am home, and today as I walked out from my shower, I had the benefit of a large full-length mirror in which to view myself. Normally I don’t look, I avert my eyes until I cover my voluminous form with what has become my shield, my uniform—jeans and a T shirt. These things make me fit in, make me look like everyone else. Camouflage me to...